Binge

I do not binge. Sometimes I feel like I might, but I don’t

My greatest fear

I am afraid that no one will notice, or that they will notice too much. Before I was grabbed by this monster, my dad said I looked anorexic, but didn’t do anything else. I’m worried when I get thin, then people will over react. Also, I am afraid I won’t be able to lose any weight.

Thinspo

I can’t get the picture on, but what I really like is the thin legs and the thigh gap.

Height

I’m 5’3. I like my height. I wish I was a little taller, but it’s okay.

Stats

I think I’m fat. I really need to lose like 15 pounds at least.

30-day challenge

Day 1: Your stats
Day 2: How tall are you, do you like your height?
Day 3: A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
Day 4: Your Greatest fears about weight loss
Day 5: Why do you really want to lose weight? Are you doing it for you?
Day 6: Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Day 7: Do your parents know you are trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Day 8: Your workout routine.
Day 9: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Day 10: What was the hardest thing you gave up during this weight loss?
Day 11: Your favourite thinspo blog and why.
Day 12: What do you normally eat?
Day 13:: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Day 14: What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?
Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?
Day 17: Do you have an eating disorder?
Day 18: What food is your weakness?
Day 19: When is the last time you ate fast food?
Day 20: Favourite diet?
Day 21: What are your clothing sizes?
Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
Day 23: Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia.
Day 25: Have you ever purged? If you have, describe your first experience.
Day 26: What excites you most about reaching your UGW?
Day 27: How do you deal with being around food?
Day 28: Do you want that gap between your legs? Why?
Day 29: Your definition of beauty.
Day 30: 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?

Measurements

Wrist-6 in          Ankle- 8 in          Waist- 25 in (not sucking in)          Thigh- 17.5 in

Arm- 10 in (near shoulder)

Hips- 30 in

 

Warnings

This is a serious post about the real effects of ED’s.

• Please pray for (if you do that) a girl named Jenny who was placed in the hospital for her ED recently.
• Make sure you are aware that this is dangerous.
• Nobody should decide to start ana. It is something that is a disease that no one wants.
• We are all sick here.

Eating Disorders

This is if you want to get better.

HELP

My counselor may be on to me!