Um…

So on the bus I was talking about how jumping out a bus window might kill you and how I wanted to die. And this girl was like, “Okay then, do it.” I said no, I probably couldn’t fit. So her response was, “So, become anorexic and then you can fit out.” I told her I was anorexic, and she was like, “No you aren’t. Well, maybe.” What I dislike is how she threw it around as a thing you just do, and didn’t believe me. It’s a mental disorder. You can’t see my thoughts. So you don’t know. People have been like that before about my depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts. I don’t like it.

So…

This started as a thing for my ED. It will still have a lot of that, but I will also talk about other issues like depression, anxiety, self harm, etc.

My Plan

So, I haven’t been doing well recently. I’m going to make a journal, and make it better. I’m going to exercise everyday. I’m going to skip lunch and snacks EVERYDAY. These are just stepping stones until I get better.